Have you ever loved?
Ever died trying
And with your last breath
Just sighed from it all?

Have you ever felt
The depths of your own heart
Fight the rationale
And return to lying?

Have you ever
Brazenly
Mistakenly forgotten
From whose loins you came?

I would say yes
But then again
I cannot even remember
my own name.

I am not the only one
To blame
This thick, black cloud
Pushes me to flight.